Saturday, June 28, 2008

Dreams?

I'm almost 23 years old and I'm still so phucking retard that I can't make my own decision. Well, I have a lot of dreams.

I dreamed to participate in WCG(World Cyber Games) since I was Form 3. Even now, I still dream of it. Yes, it's Warcraft III. Warcraft III was released at the year of 2003. It's been 5 years plus and my dream never comes true. In fact, I had a chance to take part in WCG when I was in KL. It's easy....just register yourself, hand in the registration fees of RM60, in T-Bun(cyber cafe), that't it. But I scared! Wtf is wrong with me?! I've given myself a lot of excuses saying that there's no one accompanying me or to play with me. Sigh~...I've missed a good chance.

I dreamed to start a Cyber Cafe business. But hell~...where am I going to find such a big amount of MONEY to start? And...I don't know where to get a license for a Cyber Cafe. I heard one of my friends saying that...I need to have 2 licenses for Cyber Cafe. Unfortunately, I don't know what are the 2 license. Entertainment license? I don't know. Apparently, I'm not really good in doing business. My brother told me, 1st, get a job. What kind of job? Salesman. You earn a lot if you put in a lot of efforts. In short, the more you do, the more you gain. Yeah, maybe what he said is true. Or...should I work in Cyber Cafe so I know and learn how exactly the Cyber Cafe works?

And and...I dreamed to buy a 2-3 stories shop. Ground Floor is for Restaurant. 1st and 2nd floor are my Cyber Cafe. Maybe 2nd floor is for smoking zone if needed. Ha! As for Ground Floor, I goyang kaki and receive the rent every month. Hehe~ Well, that's only when I've got the money to buy the whole shop. 2 million? 3 million? Hmmm~that's phucking a lot.

Unfortunately, my parents never support me but keep "pouring cold water on" me. Saying that, can you be a little bit real and stop dreaming? You see, your cousin wanted to be a police but in the end...what does she work as now? I don't know what is true and what is not true now. Everyone has a dream, right? But why is your job never related to your dream? Shit!

Now, I'm jobless! Everyday gaming in the house like a computer game maniac, for god sake, I'm still not a professional gamer. What a joke!














Finally...I've updated my blog. Gosh!

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