Tuesday, July 1, 2008

It Really Hurts

The most painful things on earth are not wounds on your knees, on your stomach, on your face, suffer from leukemia, SARS or using a knife to stab into your stomach. Yeah, I know these are all painful. But there's one thing it's really hurt, it's called HEART BROKEN. You know, when you are losing someone that you love, it hurts real bad. And the wound in your heart is difficult to recover in a short period of times. Which means it still cures, it's just a matter of time. But who knows, it takes 20 years, 30 years or never recover?

I had 2 pets - dogs. I used to call them Small White(小白) and Looby. Looby was 12 years old while Small White was 2 years old. Both of them had met a really serious nightmare on 20/05/08 last month. They were poisoned by inhuman people. I was shocked when I first saw 2 of my lovely dogs running here and there as if running like a crazy dog. Then, I walked out to check what exactly was happened. I saw them vomitting white liquids from their mouth which I guessed they were poisoned. My brother without hesitation, he woke my parents up which were still asleep. Yeah, it was night time around 11pm. Well, we had no idea what should be done and what shoudn't be done that time as we are not veterinary. Even the pet clinics were not open 24 hours. In the mean time, I checked up the information on how to cure a pet poisoning from the Internet. I found one, it asked me to pour a lot of water into their mouth so the poison in the stomach would be neutralised. Once again, I was scared and my brother told me don't do it while I have no experience at all.

Damn! I should have made up my own decision that time. At least, I did something for Small White and Looby! Even if I was unable to help them, I don't think 2 of my lovely dogs will blame me though. Regret! But it was all too late.

Memorial: Small White died at 1.39am 21-05-08. Looby died at 3.42am 21-05-08.

Wish both my dogs stay happily in the heaven. I know I didn't treat you well enough and I thank you for accompanying me when I was smoking at the backyard. Yeah, sometimes I did talk with my Looby and Small White. Heh. Good luck mates~

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