Wednesday, August 29, 2007

1 Hour Class

I slept at 5:00a.m today and woke up very "early" in the morning after 5 hours of sleep. It's very tiring and I hardly to open my eyes. After brushing my damn teeth I had a long journey from Sg. Long to Petaling Jaya's Utar campus. That's about 35km distance and around 45 minutes to reach the destination.

And you know what? I went to attend 1 phucking HOUR Mathematics for Business & Social Science revision class. It's so damn far from my house and wasted a lot of time on the road just to attend 1 hour class? What the phuck? And and...frankly, I hate this subject very much. Hate calculations! The lecturer, Mr. Chua, who gave us the revision today. Damn! I have to say that I'm not quite sure if he's good in teaching or am I stupid? Many of the questions that he explained, some I understand(I have some basics), but some...hmm, I really don't understand(I think I am stupid..hehe).

Kind of hate this subject because there are so many phucking piece of shit symbols and formulas that you need to memorize. Don't really know what do the symbols stand for. I wanted to ask but in the end I didn't ask. Ha! I just jotted down the formulas and the notes from the white board and prepare to ask my friend to teach me. Pity to my friend as he's going to be busy for his final exam too while I'm still asking piece of shit Maths which is my failed subject and he had passed the subject.

In order to increase my CGPA, I was forced to attend this phucking 1 HOUR revision class. Yeah, I didn't manage to get above 2 CGPA. I have to sit for the particular subjects like, Economics, Introduction to Cost Accounting and Maths. I have failed these 3 subjects and I have missed 1 class for Economics, damn!

I really don't want to let my parents down. That's why I have attended the 1 HOUR revision class. I have tried my best, dad, mom. Attending the revision class, it's worth it though. I have learned mostly the important formulas and get some tips anyway. What else can I do? You study for future? Maybe yes, maybe no? It depends on how you think. In my mind, both the answers I accept. Yes, it's really for your future because these days, if you have the certificate with you, companies will consider you first only then people without certificate. Correct me if I'm wrong. And for the answer No, will that be your forever job? Salary satisfaction? Even now, you can see some people without certificate, they got higher salary than those people with certificate.

Gosh~ I am really feeling damn sleepy now. How I wish I could have done my revision now but I cannot tahan already. Sleep first. zZz....

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