Yeah! I finally finished my exam. My pressure towards the exam has finally ended. Seems like everything is doing fine, right?
In fact, I did the paper badly. I studied the tips which the lecturer gave me. Supposedly, I should be no problem with the exam but the paper has 4 questions and 2 out of 4 were the tips that the lecturer told me and the rest...for god sake, the tips were not accurate at all. Damn! I know I can't complain or blame the lecturer but the tips he gave me isn't good enough as if NOT GIVING me the damn tips. Why don't he just asked me to study the whole chapter better?
Well, I managed to answer some of the questions which is very little marks. I can sense that I may fail this subject again. Sigh~ and I'm the last one to go in the class and the first one who left the class. I think not more than 1 hour, I've "finished" the paper. Man~ I really don't have the idea how to solve those questions. Standard Deviation - this chapter really pissing me off. I know it's easy for some of the students but not me. I'm such a nincompoop that so damn easy question I couldn't even write a number/formula/alphabet on it. Yeah, I put it blank. Not blank actually, there's a number of question I wrote - question no.3 (a)(i). What the phuck? Yeah, it is phucking!
Resit resit and resit! How many times do I have to resit?!!!! Even if I'm rich enough to resit(RM100 per subject), I don't have much time to spend the hell 3 and a half months doing nothing and 3 and a half months just to study the damn resit subjects? Hell no! If I still need to resit the subjects, I'm going to search a job. I mean part time job. In short, half working half studying.
After finished the last day of the exam, I've got 3 weeks of holidays and I'll be back to my hometown(Sibu) on 24-09-2007 which is before Moon Cake Festival(25-09-07). I hope the celebration and the going back to my hometown will let my uncomfortable stuff in my mind goes blank. I don't want to think about it!
Tonight I'm going to have some beers as a celebration for my last exam = =". As an excuse, I will tell you that - I'm cooling down myself for not to think of the past. What the hell? Heheh..
Chill~
In fact, I did the paper badly. I studied the tips which the lecturer gave me. Supposedly, I should be no problem with the exam but the paper has 4 questions and 2 out of 4 were the tips that the lecturer told me and the rest...for god sake, the tips were not accurate at all. Damn! I know I can't complain or blame the lecturer but the tips he gave me isn't good enough as if NOT GIVING me the damn tips. Why don't he just asked me to study the whole chapter better?
Well, I managed to answer some of the questions which is very little marks. I can sense that I may fail this subject again. Sigh~ and I'm the last one to go in the class and the first one who left the class. I think not more than 1 hour, I've "finished" the paper. Man~ I really don't have the idea how to solve those questions. Standard Deviation - this chapter really pissing me off. I know it's easy for some of the students but not me. I'm such a nincompoop that so damn easy question I couldn't even write a number/formula/alphabet on it. Yeah, I put it blank. Not blank actually, there's a number of question I wrote - question no.3 (a)(i). What the phuck? Yeah, it is phucking!
Resit resit and resit! How many times do I have to resit?!!!! Even if I'm rich enough to resit(RM100 per subject), I don't have much time to spend the hell 3 and a half months doing nothing and 3 and a half months just to study the damn resit subjects? Hell no! If I still need to resit the subjects, I'm going to search a job. I mean part time job. In short, half working half studying.
After finished the last day of the exam, I've got 3 weeks of holidays and I'll be back to my hometown(Sibu) on 24-09-2007 which is before Moon Cake Festival(25-09-07). I hope the celebration and the going back to my hometown will let my uncomfortable stuff in my mind goes blank. I don't want to think about it!
Tonight I'm going to have some beers as a celebration for my last exam = =". As an excuse, I will tell you that - I'm cooling down myself for not to think of the past. What the hell? Heheh..
Chill~
